Tuesday, 6 February 2018
Just a footnote to the previous post, hear one of you say I know I crossed the line, I put that sentence in capitols for a reason, it was a private conversation, not meant for anyones ears but my husbands, you all heard it because you were listening in, illegally. Crossing the line is threatening someone's children, you cross the line daily, you have crossed the line between legal and illegal, between trying to legitimately do your job and changing it into harrassment, you cross the line when you threaten someone with physical harm, and continue to try to cause pain with psychological 'games', in short, there is no line you haven't already crossed and there seems to be no line you won't cross. I didn't go into detail about that conversation in the previous post because that would be publicly crossing the line, and I am not like you. The capacity you have for self delusion, the capacity to think that somehow I deserve what you do, that what you have already done is not enough is truly mind boggling. I suppose that is how you keep going with the hate all these years, self delusion. I just couldn't let that idiotic comment go uncontested, crossing the line is your specialty.
Two days later and Mr AB is now threatening to 'stuff up ' my daughter. Mr AB what have I done to you? I don't even know, yet you are dedicated to bullying, and harrassing, and now you want to start on my daughter. As far as I know I have never met you, let alone done anything to you. My daughter knows nothing of your hate club, and your involvement in it, she has definitely never done anything to any of you, I (unlike yourselves) have not tried to recruit her against any of you. In short you would be starting a hate campaign , probably using the same tactics you used against me, i.e. spreading rumours, most likely along the lines of being in porn or being a whore of some sort, the starting up of a hate page, account, recruiting all the buddies, rellies, and kids to get in on it, and all because she is my daughter. She's not me, but you have figured that if you can't get me, then you'll get her and that will hurt me. Real nice. She has also never met you, she has never done anything to you or any of your group, yet you will stoop to hurting someone totally uninvolved to try to get to me.
Why don't all of your hate group meet up with me? Tell me what your problems are, obviously I have upset you for some reason, is it the O'Sullivan thing? What about that hurt you each specifically? Or was it something else? To the neighbour, here's something to think about, when I discussed with my husband about that time regarding your wife, no one would have heard any of it if you weren't using listening devices to listen in on our private conversation, in short no one would have heard a thing, if YOU HADNT BEEN USING LISTENING DEVICES TO LISTEN IN ON PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS. I am sure many a thing has been said in private houses and back yards all around Australia, things that people would not repeat, but if you illegally listen in on private conversations, then you had better be prepared for what you might hear. Besides you have gotten me back a million times over with the old whore rumour haven't you? But that is not enough. So man and woman up, meet me, tell me, or is it that you have become too used to hating that you don't know how to stop? What could I have done that made all of you so angry? Remember the Ipswich thing went on for a year. A very long year during which my children and husband and myself suffered enormously. Try going a year with disrupted sleep, people threatening you, throwing rubbish on your property, following you, constant negative media coverage, strangers treating you like some mega bitch, all because you want a good nights sleep. That was it, a good nights sleep. Anything else that happened , happened because a stubborn old man would not even try to keep his birds quiet at night, ATNIGHT, we didn't even care if they made a noise during the day. If anything else got 'shut down' out there because of the spotlight on the noise thing, that is not my fault. he could have stopped the publicity any time he liked, by keeping them quiet at night. He's a bit like you isn't he? Just didn't want to admit to being wrong, just doesn't want to give in. It is not a weakness to give in, it takes great strength.
Years have gone by and still you all hate, it must get tiring surely? I am now in a good place, much better than ever before because I now am not angry, I feel sorry for you all. Anger eats at you and you can't do anything else, you can't move on. i am offering you all the chance to say it to my face, get it off your chest, then get on with your lives. Or has your lives become me, what I do, what I say, where I go, what I think, what I wear, do with my hair, eat? If your lives are all about me, then you have no life of your own. Watch me and listen to me if you must, but I am just living my life as best I can, I am not hiding, You are the ones hiding, your lives are watching and listening to mine, that is sad. Yes you may get the odd day when you still manage to 'get' me, and so that means your lives are all about that, your happiness is dependent on me being unhappy, and most of the time I am not unhappy, so therefore most of the time, you must be unhappy. Don't any of you see that? It is crazy, years and years of your lives just waiting for those times when I am unhappy? Crazy.
Why don't all of your hate group meet up with me? Tell me what your problems are, obviously I have upset you for some reason, is it the O'Sullivan thing? What about that hurt you each specifically? Or was it something else? To the neighbour, here's something to think about, when I discussed with my husband about that time regarding your wife, no one would have heard any of it if you weren't using listening devices to listen in on our private conversation, in short no one would have heard a thing, if YOU HADNT BEEN USING LISTENING DEVICES TO LISTEN IN ON PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS. I am sure many a thing has been said in private houses and back yards all around Australia, things that people would not repeat, but if you illegally listen in on private conversations, then you had better be prepared for what you might hear. Besides you have gotten me back a million times over with the old whore rumour haven't you? But that is not enough. So man and woman up, meet me, tell me, or is it that you have become too used to hating that you don't know how to stop? What could I have done that made all of you so angry? Remember the Ipswich thing went on for a year. A very long year during which my children and husband and myself suffered enormously. Try going a year with disrupted sleep, people threatening you, throwing rubbish on your property, following you, constant negative media coverage, strangers treating you like some mega bitch, all because you want a good nights sleep. That was it, a good nights sleep. Anything else that happened , happened because a stubborn old man would not even try to keep his birds quiet at night, ATNIGHT, we didn't even care if they made a noise during the day. If anything else got 'shut down' out there because of the spotlight on the noise thing, that is not my fault. he could have stopped the publicity any time he liked, by keeping them quiet at night. He's a bit like you isn't he? Just didn't want to admit to being wrong, just doesn't want to give in. It is not a weakness to give in, it takes great strength.
Years have gone by and still you all hate, it must get tiring surely? I am now in a good place, much better than ever before because I now am not angry, I feel sorry for you all. Anger eats at you and you can't do anything else, you can't move on. i am offering you all the chance to say it to my face, get it off your chest, then get on with your lives. Or has your lives become me, what I do, what I say, where I go, what I think, what I wear, do with my hair, eat? If your lives are all about me, then you have no life of your own. Watch me and listen to me if you must, but I am just living my life as best I can, I am not hiding, You are the ones hiding, your lives are watching and listening to mine, that is sad. Yes you may get the odd day when you still manage to 'get' me, and so that means your lives are all about that, your happiness is dependent on me being unhappy, and most of the time I am not unhappy, so therefore most of the time, you must be unhappy. Don't any of you see that? It is crazy, years and years of your lives just waiting for those times when I am unhappy? Crazy.
Monday, 5 February 2018
Male next door says he will 'have me murdered'. I don't actually think this will happen, it is designed to be psychological torture, I am meant to worry and hopefully go to the police and tell them and then they can have me sent off for a psychological assessment. Won't fall for that one again. Would demand a lawyer. Especially as some of you are police. Male voice also said I am 'self righteous', well coming from someone who psychologically tortures people for a living that is a laugh. Someone who day in and day out along with a few other people, tries to get a rise out of me, probably loving my blog, well it is my insurance against you actually carrying out your threats, technically the threats are a crime as well, but as I have mentioned many many times, don't know who to go to, won't be believed, you got it covered. You say you have put a block on my centrelink application, do you have that authority? Maybe you do, Who would be able to do that? You have done that so that I cannot move out, because you have it set up nicely for yourselves on either side of me and you would have to go through the whole process of 'acquiring' neighbours again, and the ones I've got are so accommodating. Also it would also be a whole new bunch of people that would have to be coerced/bribed whatever , who would then know what you are up to.
I am not worried about being murdered, I have been told by a man I am a dead woman, numerous times you have said things like you want to smash my face in, etc etc, you are nasty, but can't do much except keep up the psychological torture, and even that is not working these days. bye.
I am not worried about being murdered, I have been told by a man I am a dead woman, numerous times you have said things like you want to smash my face in, etc etc, you are nasty, but can't do much except keep up the psychological torture, and even that is not working these days. bye.
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