23.12.16   Yesterday I heard a very cultured older male voice say "she's not that hairy you know." a younger male said "Howdya know?" and the older male said "I've seen her in the shower", then he said "she can hear us you know."  younger male "can she?"  older "Oh my word yes."  sounded like a radio personality but I suppose several people could sound like that.......
11.01.17........I've just realised that the woman who called out from ..........'s place one day, after the girls had a falling out, "how're the girls going?" and then laughing raucously, is the same woman who,when we lived in ............Rd, would say "she's a dirty bitch" to (god knows who).  At the time in my naievity, I took her literally, and would sweep and clean, but now I know she was referring to something quite different.......  that would make , in her case anyway, her stalking on and off for approximately 25 years, as when we lived there, our oldest was only 5!!!  WTF?
................one of them said that if they make me cry they get more money............they don't just put in the boot, they grind you into the floor and enjoy watching your pain, and make more money!!!!
It makes me wonder how many suicides they are responsible for,  how many people diagnosed as schizophrenic or put away in institutions for 'hearing voices',  which they actually did hear...........
it's even easier for them if they pick people who have had real issues in the past.............traumatic or difficult childhoods, previous counselling or depression, post partum depression, or any event that may have caused depression,  their torment is dismissed as delusions or a return of mental illness........
Many people will do anything,ignore anything and turn a blind eye to anything, if the price is right, this evil little empire actually employs people, sometimes cash jobs to unemployed, sometimes more regular payments.........It's a full time job for some of them so of course they have a vested interest in it continuing...........the use of the word "it" to refer to the victim or insulting terms such as 'the slut' 'the bitch', whatever, dehumanises the victim so that they are not seen as a person with feelings but a 'thing',  it makes it easier to justify what they do............one almost feels sorry for those few who retain a grain of empathy or have an incling that what they do is wrong,  what can they do?  They don't want to become victims themselves, they see how easily it is done....the one's that aren't psychopathic by nature, become psychopathic by nurture, by their environment and the people around them and one's that control them,  they become psychopathic as a means of self preservation......... if the participants in the stalking exercise become too attached to the victim, through regular observation they may note that the victim is innocent/a nice person or whatever, undeserving of the continuing treatment being dished out, they are changed around, probably 'rostered' onto another victim for a while.......or encouraged to revert to the 'thing' mentality.  Of course there are those who become involved just for the hell of it, because they don't like the victim for personal reasons......
31.1.17..........one bloke said to him "You've made alot of money out of her", and he said "Yeah, but it's my neck on the line"...... it made me angry to think those horrible people profited from my misery, so I said some nasty things, albeit true, but nasty , sad to say dropped to their level,  contrary to popular belief I am human............said yesterday that he 'wants to smash my face in'  and he and his son have said they "can't wait to kick my ass" and various other nice things.  It never ceases to amaze me how it seems to be ok for them to dish out insults, slut, old cow, old whore, etc etc but when I retaliate, I am the nasty one,   it is beyond reason, not to mention the above 'it'.............in fact reason doesn't even come into it.  here's an example of their reasoning,   I sweep up sticks and leaves and flowers off of very illegal trees on our boundary, and when I'm doing this, .............says "God she's good"     ........says "what?"  all disbelieving that she might actually be saying something nice, then she says "she's good at making us look bad"  once again,  WTF? am I supposed to just leave them till they're ankle deep?  at some stage I have to brave the outdoors, where your insults are more easily heard and sweep the damn things up.........on what planet does me sweeping leaves end up being an attempt to make you look bad.....in fact if it does make you look bad do something about it......but it's too much fun watching me sweep up ...........bit of a quandry ay,   either look bad or enjoy the sweeping show............when I fell over and hurt my arm and cut my knee, she said "I wish I'd seen that",   when I went for a swim she said "I hope she drowns",  when I was organising a bbq for ........birthdays she said "they're spoilt"   , sure they are, really spoilt, a bloody bbq??? seriously????it's hardly champagne and oysters at the Ritz.............in other words,  am I the nasty one?   I think on a blow to blow basis, the scales would be tipped in all of your direction,  i.e. all of you and , yeah that's right, ONE  of me.............
Note:   Last year a family made the news headlines because a mother, father and one daughter went 'nuts'.   The daughter jumped into the back of a strangers car, crouched down in the back and said "Hide me",  the father and mother also tried to 'get away', the father was convinced 'they' were going to kill him.  I remember thinking they might be the victims of the same people,  only they fell completely for their 'games', their 'scripts'..............
04.02.17...........walking dog, past a white car with two young blokes in it, as I walked past one said "she's not scared at all" the other said "No she's not scared at all".........should I be scared?........
10.02.17........on the train out of the city,  two of the male stalkers, both caucasian, made obvious reference to moi,  I ignored them, later heard them saying they didn't think I saw them.......duh.....one made a point of mentioning my home town in another country............stalker 1 showed stalker 2 a picture on his phone, stalker 1 "here it is.  mumble...she's getting old but they still keep filming her for some reason...."
21.2.17........big black motorbike belongs to one of them............
12.03.17   Today I went around the house looking for and filling little holes. I first noticed the holes in our bedroom ceiling, they looked like tiny drill holes, man made, not insect.  So I went around the house and found heaps of them, mainly in ceiling and some in walls.  There were three right above where I sit in the lounge, some up in corners and several just above eye level.   There were also some in our daughters room.........hopefully I've got them all, I suspect I've missed one or two in our ensuite.....can't find them so i shower in the dark,  ...........across the way thinks it's funny.......they sit outside and wait for me to shower and then the comments and insults fly.........
14.03.17.........a white van belonging to a certain pool place at old lady's across road, "there's no point in trying to get her here, we'll get her in New South Wales"............black motorbike at rentals last night..........
18.03.17     Today I took photos of the holes I filled in and one just outside our front door, when I photographed the holes one of them said "bloody hell".........  they've been talking about having put something under our bed......don't know if it's a mind game or not.........
Note:  it turned out to be a rat,  we caught it in a trap, it was obviously meant to be a pet rat as it did not look like a feral or native,  poor bloody rat..............
28.03.17   yesterday one of the blokes next door said that they had "told all of them that I was an old whore and they all believe it",  another one said "you beauty" and sounded ecstatic.