I am writing this to make it official, I do not want to be spied on in my home, in my bedroom or my bathroom.  I know that there are cameras that can be concealed in walls and ceilings, if I ever find one, I will have proof of what you have been doing.  Unfortunately I can't go ripping apart the walls and ceilings, my husband will think I have totally lost it, because, as you know, he doesn't believe me when I tell him whats going on. I just hope one day a member of the public will take pity on me and tell me, I live in hope. I went for a medical procedure recently, which required a specialist gynaecologist, and when I was lying on the table with my legs splayed and him poking around he said "Just be glad there's no camera pointed at you now".  Who says that out of the blue?  and in that situation?  Anyway quite apart from the invasion of my privacy, the violation, the anger, the frustration you are causing me, there should be some reflection on your part.  I suppose I just answered that one with the previous sentence.  Feelings of invasion, violation, anger and frustration are the point. Porn is easily accessible, and the women in that are much better looking than me, and younger too.  So what is it? I am no longer embarrassed by your sick peeping, because if I could stop it I would, it is not me doing anything wrong but you.
Women who watch me, once again you need to ask why?  Are you insecure and need to look at me and laugh at me in order to make yourself feel good?  If that's the case, you need some self esteem counselling.   Like I said it's not me doing anything wrong, it's you.  No matter how much you kid yourselves that I deserve it, you are wrong.  No body deserves the kind of interference, invasion and vitriol you have dished out for over 10 years.  Maybe a pedophile, but I am not a pedophile.  I am beginning to suspect that maybe a group of pedophiles is behind all this. Did I bust up your little playgroup ?  Misogynist (both men and women) creeps like you can watch me all you like,  I am living my life, you are just watching.